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Bend

by Jasper Slaghuis

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1.
Bend 03:28
Bend I’ve been several times around You’d think that I should’ve learned by now But every time she lifts her skirt and dances for me til it hurts I’m at the lost and found Girls are women from the start Men are little boys until the end With too little room in their little hearts But just enough space to bend
2.
Let it go 04:02
Let it go Shout it out with the light of day and let it go breath it in oh come what may and let it go take life as it comes when it comes so hard let it go choke up your pride kiss the rain outside let it go when everybody’s on your trail let it go when your world seems like a jail let it go the times that ‘ve said goodbye are never coming back so let it go look yourself in the eye take a moment and then let it go
3.
Better 03:50
Better There was always something to talk about The children that played, or the weather There was always someone to see us laugh To see you smile So who’s looking now when I’m standing alone in the rain Where are you now Does he treat you the same, or better There are so many things I would like to say I would like to do with you now But I know there’s someone new in town And that he stole your heart away So who’s looking now when I’m standing alone in the rain Where are you now Cause I’m going insane And there’s an empty room instead of my heart And it hurts and aches And mending it takes so much time There are things that I would like to talk about Like the children that play or the weather Please let someone hear me now I’m wasting away Where are you now when I’m standing alone in the rain I hope you’re happy now I hope he treats you the same Or better than me
4.
Your sky 03:08
Your sky Late in the evening when I come home I’m relieving you and in the morning when I’m alone I believe in you and it’s an all different feel and am I being real cause when I wake up next to your face I find myself in a shameful place and is it all worth the crime of being with you being so fine I don’t know but when you smile I see strawberry fields rising up in the sky when you smile I see you and I and gold wheels rushing by when all your highclass friends have failed and you want to differentiate well if it’s meaningful to your world you are my girl and then the earth stops moving your my baby on a saturday night when you smile I see
5.
Let go 02:43
Let go Where were you last night taken by the fire I went to look for you but something took you higher and when i found you out I should’ve stayed at home baby, I’m so tired of letting go Where were you last night taken by desire I went to look for you but someone took you higher and when I found you out I wish you’d been alone honey, I’m so tired of letting go So now here we are meeting eye to eye and you try to speak of love but the words don’t come out right and it hits me like a light I think it’s time to say goodbye cause baby I’m so tired of letting go
6.
Things we lost I’ve spent so much time fishing for the moon in the water only to find the deep blue sky but look at the stars God must be a pretty bad shot I say You call him a liar I’ve been up all night but I’ll go all day if you ask me to look for the things that we lost You look at me like it’s the last time I just won’t succumb to that I tried so hard to lead every step of the way but I can only follow in this dance we dance I’ve been up all night but I’ll go all day if you ask me to look for the things that we lost in the fire
7.
Inside 03:28
Inside Last summer's faces and last summer's dresses faraway places, at times she just guesses makes her feel alright and she closes her eyes she lies besides me and pulls up the covers she doesn’t sleep, no, she thinks of her mother will she be alright at least not tonight and I feel like the best is yet to come and she feels like she’s not the only one I just close my eyes then I feel it inside can’t help but stare at her when we walk past her casts me a glance and I think I just left her it ‘ll be alright she just wants tonight everyone wants to have love filled with passion but once you have it you cannot hold on to it So I laugh and cry didn’t know I could do that at the same time and I feel like the best is yet to come and she feels like she’s not the only one we just close our eyes and keep our secrets deep inside
8.
Here & now 04:14
Here and now Slowly she slips into a state of mind where she’s sinking in the flood of all she’s left behind and she’s drifting trying to make a turn this time trying to bend the branches into a straight line It’s like twilight stuck between night and day it’s a foggy ally where you can’t find your way a conversation where you cannot find the words to say I’m sorry it didn’t turn out your way You want to mend every wrong decision you ever made your body’s bent backwards so you cannot escape and cannot is a mantra that won’t go away well here and now is where you’re at today the slowest cut you make can’t mask the scars of your last mistake The air gets thicker with every breath you take It will budge but it just won’t break It’s like twilight stuck between night and day it’s a foggy ally where you can’t find your way a conversation where you cannot find the words to say I’m sorry it didn’t turn out your way You want to mend every wrong decision you ever made your body’s bent backwards so you cannot escape and cannot is a mantra that won’t go away well here and now is where you’re at today
9.
A breeze like you I never needed anyone like you in my life Was always full of sketches of pain And you were much too pure to hold inside me You always tried to get away But something changed and now you’re here beside me Standing in the rain And you can say what you want but don’t deny it like me You can tell me to leave but do it softly Because the slightest breeze will break my love in two A breeze like you When I saw you sitting there my heart skipped a beat This fool, this life, these words, a lie you say Well, if that’s the way you feel Until now I used to be so strong But watch me bow, fall, kneel And you can say what you want but don’t deny it like me You can tell me to leave but do it softly Because the slightest breeze can break my heart in two A breeze like you She says she wants to be free I say you can be free with me
10.
4-11-2008 (Chicago lady) They had just finished saying grace when she saw the men outside her house After they’d shot her father and brother they lit it up and burned it to the ground She banished all her anger and hate that night Since there wasn’t nothing that would ever make it right Instead she took the first train north and left her past behind A lady on the Chicago streets tonight. Now she and her man ran into hard times but a colored man could never get no loan So he and some friends they turned to theft To feed the hungry mouths they had back home Well the cops they caught him on one of his nights out She rode the back of the city bus to bail him out She buried all of her tears that night ‘cause there was nothing left to say A lady on the Chicago streets today. But tonight she’ll put her best dress on, tonight she’s going out Tonight she’ll bring her tears and hurt, she’s gonna let it all out ‘Cause tomorrow this might all be a dream But she don’t care tonight They put a black man in the white house tonight.
11.
You will always play that part It won‘t be long before you’ll find a home just swallow your pride, swallow it whole don’t think of tomorrow leave it alone. but I saw her face, remember her name and it drew me back, back to that place where nothing had changed where we were the same Marilyn you might not know this Marilyn, you might not even notice But Marilyn you always do this to me how am I supposed to make a start when I cannot let you go and why do you always play this part is it just cause I loved you so
12.
Three 02:06
Three It’s funny how the mind works strangely twisting facts into fiction that slowly fills the cracks that caused all of this hurt I didn’t want to say anything about what was you plus me cause now it seems that the sum of us always added up to three the first one being me of course the second one being you and the third being the pain I caused I guess we couldn’t love each other through so here we are; two islands and in between the deep blue see filled with all the outcome of what will never be

credits

released February 21, 2015

All songs by Jasper Slaghuis

Produced by Tim van Doorn & Jasper Slaghuis
Recorded, mixed & mastered by Tim van Doorn
Recorded at Build-a-dyke studio, june 30th-july 6th 2014
Drums recorded at Atak, july 4th 2014

Players:

Jasper Slaghuis - vocals, guitars, piano, rhodes, hammond
Tim van Doorn - bass on 1, 2, 3, 5, 7, 8, 9, 11
- backing vocals on 2, 11
- programming on 3
- harmonica on 11
Arthur Adam - drums on 1, 2, 5, 7, 9, 11
- guitar on 4, 5, 8, 9, 10
- casio on 1

Photos by Famke Bonekamp & Jasper Slaghuis
Artwork by Geert Bonekamp

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